I don't think I could have done it when we arrived here, but the person I am now and the knowledge I have now changes the answer. But I also would never forgive myself--a burden I could shoulder. I don't know about the people left out there.
[ lavi, maybe? alfyn, he's not sure with the loss of vin. hawke.... she kind of stood there for a moment??? ]
[ He comes to lean against the stage that Caelus is sitting on, arms crossing over his chest as he does and gaze wandering around the old bar.
It feels abandoned now that so many of them have chosen newer places to settle in for group watches, but he remembers when this had been the place for all those gatherings so many weeks ago. ]
They've grown a lot closer to each other now that they're the last ones left. There's also a considerable amount of pressure on each and every one of them... I don't envy the positions they're in. It's harder to say what I would have done had I really been there in person.
[ So many variables and factors in play. Almost too many to keep track of, and maybe that's what had caused the shocking final scene in the first place. ]
[ if he was asked, caelus wouldn't have a good reason for tucking himself away in the stripper bar after a day at the classy, jazzy version. it simply called his name as he passed by. he loves trash. ]
That's a thoughtful answer.
[ he's not surprised! it's a compliment disguised as a remark. it also buys him a moment to prepare thoughtful words of his own. ]
If you have any plans for what to do next, put me in, coach. And if you don't, join the club.
[ wry tone. he got his anger out earlier. ] Want a drink?
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[ let's say 'unique,' perhaps, but not bad. ]
We're the same again.
[ heavy, but perhaps good to know ]
I don't think I could have done it when we arrived here, but the person I am now and the knowledge I have now changes the answer. But I also would never forgive myself--a burden I could shoulder. I don't know about the people left out there.
[ lavi, maybe? alfyn, he's not sure with the loss of vin. hawke.... she kind of stood there for a moment??? ]
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It feels abandoned now that so many of them have chosen newer places to settle in for group watches, but he remembers when this had been the place for all those gatherings so many weeks ago. ]
They've grown a lot closer to each other now that they're the last ones left. There's also a considerable amount of pressure on each and every one of them... I don't envy the positions they're in. It's harder to say what I would have done had I really been there in person.
[ So many variables and factors in play. Almost too many to keep track of, and maybe that's what had caused the shocking final scene in the first place. ]
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That's a thoughtful answer.
[ he's not surprised! it's a compliment disguised as a remark. it also buys him a moment to prepare thoughtful words of his own. ]
If you have any plans for what to do next, put me in, coach. And if you don't, join the club.
[ wry tone. he got his anger out earlier. ] Want a drink?