[ caelus stands within the monitoring room in the gas station, staring at the split-screen with full, intense focus. he lifts his head and smiles when he sees anis approaching. raises a hand to wave. ]
he feels the stellaron expanding in his chest, the all-consuming gaze of nanook--aeon of destruction, kafka promising him a future where his will paves the path.
the moment when it's all going to end far too soon. he's only been alive a moment. he's only known march and dan heng and himeko for a blink. already a failed project. already about to kill everyone.
until welt saves him. he falls.
and back at the gas station, caelus comes to, leaning heavily into the monitors (one of which glitches, then returns to normal in a blink) ]
[ all this time, caelus has been pretty open with details about himself. it's talking to certain others within scawwy that has given him pause. granted him caution. will being blunt with everything bother someone? scare someone? make him seem more dangerous?
It was the Antimatter Legion's Doomsday Beast. The Legion attacked Herta Space station, the place we were at. They follow the Aeon--I mean the god of Destruction.
[ the correction is clearly to make it a little easier to follow along ]
[ his eyes aren't red. guess true alphas don't cry. haha. or they repress! or they are about to break down right in front of anis for the first time since seeing the posters, hearing the news, seeing it was tomi, it was marina--
[ you know what, after this week full of rejections, he didn't see that one coming. a split second where he stiffens, almost unsure how to respond before it kicks in that he's a protag, this is what he's supposed to be good at.
he wraps his arms around her and gives a firm squeeze. ]
It's not okay, but you're alive, Anis. As long as you're alive, you can keep moving.
[ returning from the void and also returning to find anis. fortunately, these ghosts can apparently go anywhere in scawwy! they can walk and talk and be surprisingly more limited on the latter. ]
Sorry I couldn't tell you what I learned that matters, but if you want to know anything useless, I can answer that.
week 2 monday.
Yo.
[ that's when his vision blacks out.
and then he sees the doomsday beast.
he feels the stellaron expanding in his chest, the all-consuming gaze of nanook--aeon of destruction, kafka promising him a future where his will paves the path.
the moment when it's all going to end far too soon. he's only been alive a moment. he's only known march and dan heng and himeko for a blink. already a failed project. already about to kill everyone.
until welt saves him. he falls.
and back at the gas station, caelus comes to, leaning heavily into the monitors (one of which glitches, then returns to normal in a blink) ]
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then they get interrupted.
once the memory is finished, she's reaching up to touch her own head before looking at caelus. ]
Can I get some context as to what was happening?
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[ all this time, caelus has been pretty open with details about himself. it's talking to certain others within scawwy that has given him pause. granted him caution. will being blunt with everything bother someone? scare someone? make him seem more dangerous?
he doesn't want to be. ]
... Was going to blow. Mr. Yang kept me together.
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It's good thing he was then. What was that thing attacking you?
[ we'll get to caelus possible blowing in a bit ]
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[ the correction is clearly to make it a little easier to follow along ]
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words at you
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digs this out
and then i had my busiest week in the gy???
week 3 monday
he's swiping at the orbs which continually bob right out of his reach. and ya boy has some jumps. ]
C'mon--!
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Fighting! You can do it! [ she's going to yell up at him ]
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this could go on for a while but eventually he'll give up ]
What do they even do?
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They are probably there for lighting and ambience. [ is he coming down? ]
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week 3, friday
Hello... I don't think I'll be very good company.
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[ his eyes aren't red. guess true alphas don't cry. haha. or they repress! or they are about to break down right in front of anis for the first time since seeing the posters, hearing the news, seeing it was tomi, it was marina--
unclear. try again later. ]
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she's just going to come over to give him a hug. ]
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he wraps his arms around her and gives a firm squeeze. ]
It's not okay, but you're alive, Anis. As long as you're alive, you can keep moving.
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Week 3, Saturday
I didn't think I would be ever visiting anyone here. [ he's the first she's visiting like this ]
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[ his tails are all in motion but caelus himself sits on the ground behind the veil, knees to his chest. ]
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I try my best to. Are you up for sharing?
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[ wanna play a game /jigsaw voice ]
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week 6, wednesday
Sorry I couldn't tell you what I learned that matters, but if you want to know anything useless, I can answer that.
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[ it's a relief and it's something like hope again ]
Can you talk about gossip? Like who might be dating over there?
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also, apparently, gossip. ]
Let's see. Aerith and Cloud are definitely dating.
[ !!! ]
No blip!
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Really? I'm so glad! [ her church adults! ]
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week 7, saturday
Almost can't believe we did it.
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Right? It almost doesn't feel real...[ she also wishes the god wasn't real ]
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Yeah. I didn't think we'd really be able to do it all in a day. All that prep from the living and Kate putting together the plan must've done it.
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[ everyone but the cultists and the god but they don't have rights ]
Are you heading home straight away?
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