trashprince | scawwy: pc: iwatooshi

[ caelus is always eavesdropping in public. so yeah, he heard a lot of what various beliefs around kissing were offered to iwatooshi. he didn't say anything and wasn't going to step in until there was outright asking after, well. himself.

iwa deserves a more complete education. at least, this is something caelus knows about, not from experience, but how do you live with march and not? ]

I know I'm not technically human, and it's maybe not true for all of them, but a lot of humans do have the urge to kiss. To touch someone they like differently than other people. Sex... can be a part of that. [ bitch he's a virgin too ]

They don't want to do that stuff with all their friends, but specific people that they're interested in being with more closely. I think that's the core of romance.

[ a heavy shrug. ]

When I see you, I think about kissing and whether or not you'd even want more. I don't want to change who you are, Iwatooshi. If that's someone who likes everything as it is now, I wouldn't want to mess with that. If you look at me and you don't think about those things, nothing has to be any different than it is.

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[ stop eavesdropping it’s rude. that’s me, not iwa; his vibes are just contemplative. ]

Forgive me, Caelus-dono, but I wonder if that’s really a good way of judging things with me. In the past few years... [ a pause, then he laughs softly, amusement rippling out of him. ] Even in the past few weeks, I’ve learned that there’s a lot I don’t think about that humans or other mortals do, because of what I am.

[ a tool, not something that was ever meant to have emotions. a weapon only made to kill. ]

I never thought about dreams, until I experienced one for the first time. I didn’t think about how food tasted until I tasted it and started to learn about new flavors. If it weren’t for my current master’s tastes, I doubt I’d even think about singing.

[ and that is something he’s come to love very much since being summoned. it’d feel strange to lose that now that he has it, but before? why would it have ever occurred to him? ]

...I hadn’t thought about you touching my blade, either, until you did the other day. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it since. Perhaps that’s made it more difficult to think about the kiss we shared, but when I think about it... It isn't that I don't like things as they are now, but I think that I also wouldn’t mind it if you were to touch me or kiss me again.

[ the blade...? caelus thinks back and yes, now will be the moment it actually hits him that he went and touched iwatooshi's weapon body without asking. the implications were all there, what with him offering to figure out the carriage logistics, but it's a bit intimate, isn't it? and caelus thought to ask about kissing but didn't think to preamble grabbing a guy by his other self.

maybe that alpha week gave him a serious, permanent complex. oh noooo. probably not but oh noooooo ]

Don't take this the wrong way, but I don't want you to 'not mind' it.

[ emotion share of... fondness, again. general adoration for someone who's always been so sincere with him. ]

I'd like you to take your time and think about it, what it is you'd like from me. What kind of things Iwatooshi wants to learn more about, not because other people are bugging you, but because it excites you. What gets your heart beating? There's no rush for me. I'd like to know you for a long time.

[ so if it's all confusing for iwatooshi right now, that's okay. it won't always be. ]

This is all new for you but it's new for me, too. That was also my first kiss. I always go after what I want, but... in this case, it has to be something you want, too. Not just 'don't mind.'

[ mmmmmmmmmmmmm there's a little bit of frustration there, but it's directed inward and doesn't really disturb the general pleasantness iwatooshi is feeling, so he will not be elaborating. instead he settles into appreciation, and nods with a small smile. ]

I understand. [ he thinks? maybe he's assuming some things. but it's enough, because this is a very sweet thing for caelus to say. he can't not be happy about that. ] I'll keep thinking about it.

[ . . . ]

I think I would like for you to hold me properly, though.

[ the naginata, of course. ]

.... Hold you?

Mm. I remember you said you had a lance once before, didn't you? They're used differently from weapons like me, but that's alright. You won't need me for battle, anyway, even if I am curious if you could handle me. Not many humans can.

[ then again, caelus isn't technically human, either, like he said. ]

[ the emotion share is odd embarrassment followed by a split second of self-flagellation for his mistake followed by the most keen and pleasant buffet of feeling yet. ]

You'd really let me?

[ clasps his hands together. ]

You'd have to teach me the best way to wield it. You. [ the wording isn't always clear to him ]

[ help!! there's a brief flash of confusion at the array of emotions cae is going through but like. okay. whatever all that meant, iwa will just focus on what they're talking about now. ]

Of course. I trust you.

And yes, if you're able to wield me, I'll teach you.

I really, really, really, really, really, really want to do that.

[ happy but also very desperate to prove himself in this arena. strangely enough, not because it's a new cool weapon that he hasn't tried before (although that is true and a nice bonus). ]

[ for a split second, there's the feeling of something clicking into place. it's easily overridden by amusement as laughter bubbles up out of iwatooshi. ]

Alright. Maybe tomorrow, if you haven't had too much to drink.

[ no hungover weapon use for you, sir. the only reason he doesn't allow it right now is that he doesn't have the naginata with him - it's been left in the apartment for the party. of course Thursday also won't be possible due to cyoa and break-in but whose fault is that, SAE. ]

I believe you'll do just fine, Caelus-dono.

scawwy: pc: iwatooshi

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